Lent: Not Where But Who

When $h!t hits the fan, many times the first question for believers is "God, where are you?"

This question seems valid, right? If God is as involved and present with us as He claims to be, then where is He when life falls apart? 

But the thing about God is that He isn't tame. And we can't demand that He reveal Himself on our terms, in our timetable, in this life.  We see this over and over again in Scripture -- God refuses to justify Himself to us.  When Job finally cracks and demands answers, God responds with a bit of tough love in Job 38-41:

"Then the Lord answered Job out of the whirlwind and said:

'Who is this that darkens counsel without knowledge?

Dress for action like a man;

I will question you, and you make it known to me.

Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth?

Tell me, if you have understanding.

Who determined the measurements -- surely you know!

....

Will you even put me in the wrong?

Will you condemn me that you may be in the right?'"

This is a hard truth. We want answers; and if we're going to go through hard times, we at least want a good reason for it. But often God refuses to provide that.

Perhaps it's because, if He gave us the answers that we seek, we'd stop realizing how much we need Him -- day in, day out, every breath we take.  I know I would and do.  When life is easy, I'm not as needy, because I often feel that I have the answers. But answers are so easy -- and they don't do much in the way of building character.  

Instead of answers, God offers us a different gift: faith.

But faith is a squirmy thing -- I think that it is a gift, much the way our bodies are gifts. I'm grateful to have a body that works well and functions properly.  But I also have to exercise it, to cultivate it, feed it good food, and care for it so that it can be strong.  I think faith is a gift in a similar way -- we have to practice it, exercise it, and push it. 

How do we exercise it? I don't really know.  But perhaps the start of it is by asking a different question.  Rather than: "God, where are you?", we can ask "God, who are you?" As unsatisfying as it is to not have answers, I think that's what it means to follow God humbly.  Instead of looking to answers to provide comfort or peace, He asks us to look to Him, personally, face-to-face.